Saturday, February 17, 2007

GOD IS AWESOME

i feel overwhelmed right now. God's love is amazing, when i sin he forgives me, he chose me for salvation despite everything i do, and he still loves me. i feel so undeserving of his love, i feel like i do the same thing over and over again. my prayers all feel the same: "God forgive me, i screwed up again." and yet He still loves me. that thought makes me feel happy, and at the seame time, bring tears to my eyes. i feel like Paul when he said in Romans 7:18-19, & 24:

"For i know that in me (that is, in my flesh) nothing good dwells; for to will is present with me, but how to preform what is good i do not find. For the good that i will to do, i do not do; but the evil i will not to do, that i practice....O wretched man that i am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?"
but then in verse 25:"

I thank God--through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, with the mind i myself serve the law of God, but with the flesh the law of sin."

i feel just like that, part of me want to do the things that i know are sin, but the other part of me wants to do God's will. the problem is that i am weak, and dont have the will to resist temptation, for that i need God. i know that with His help i can conquer my sin, and be able to live as he wants because He says that: "My strength is made perfect in weakness." i just pray that when i sin, as i know i will, that God will continue to forgive me, and to love me, as i know he will.

8 comments:

Cori's Blog said...

I TOTALLY 150% get wat you mean!


I loves those moments in life

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Silly said...

who ever said it was a cult? do you not get it? at all?? christianity is not a cult. maybe you should come to fuel and see what we're about. we live for jesus. we are NOT part of a cult.


on a happier note, i get what you mean, too, seth. and like cori, i love them SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!

Cori's Blog said...

Well, us "Jesus People" are inlove with Christ and take time to look at God's Beautiful Creation. I guess that's why we have pics of it on our blog.

And wat the crap do you mean when you said "you are the kind of person who, when one gets to know you, one doesnt like you."


that's totally NOT true

Anonymous said...

Dude if you have nothing nice to say
then don't say anything

Seth said...

look, i dont know who you are or what you want, or why you are taking out your anger on us, maybe you are hurting, maybe youre going through a hard time, but that isnt an excuse for attacking people. i hope that you are able to find the only solution to your problems. ill be praying for you.

Luke said...
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Anonymous said...

thats awsome.

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